Beyond Hope



Photographer extraordinaire and friend, Karl Ammann sent me this article and I wish to share it with others as well.  I really liked reading this and it made me think about our world and where we are going.

The article below was written by a gentleman I've never met by the name of Derrick Jensen.  This was
published in the May/June 2006 Orion magazine.  After reading this, think - it was written four years ago...maybe hope does work.



THE MOST COMMON WORDS I hear spoken by any environmentalists anywhere are,
We’re fucked. Most of these environmentalists are fighting desperately, using
whatever tools they have—or rather whatever
legal tools they have, which means
whatever tools those in power grant them the right to use, which means whatever
tools will be ultimately ineffective—to try to protect some piece of ground, to
try to stop the manufacture or release of poisons, to try to stop civilized
humans from tormenting some group of plants or animals. Sometimes they’re
reduced to trying to protect just one tree.

Here’s how John Osborn, an extraordinary activist and friend, sums up his
reasons for doing the work: “As things become increasingly chaotic, I want to
make sure some doors remain open. If grizzly bears are still alive in twenty,
thirty, and forty years, they may still be alive in fifty. If they’re gone in
twenty, they’ll be gone forever.”

But no matter what environmentalists do, our best efforts are insufficient.
We’re losing badly, on every front. Those in power are hell-bent on destroying
the planet, and most people don’t care.

Frankly, I don’t have much hope. But I think that’s a good thing. Hope is what
keeps us chained to the system, the conglomerate of people and ideas and ideals
that is causing the destruction of the Earth.

To start, there is the false hope that suddenly somehow the system may
inexplicably change. Or technology will save us. Or the Great Mother. Or beings
from Alpha Centauri. Or Jesus Christ. Or Santa Claus. All of these false hopes
lead to inaction, or at least to ineffectiveness. One reason my mother stayed
with my abusive father was that there were no battered women’s shelters in the
‘50s and ‘60s, but another was her false hope that he would change. False hopes
bind us to unlivable situations, and blind us to real possibilities.

Does anyone really believe that Weyerhaeuser is going to stop deforesting
because we ask nicely? Does anyone really believe that Monsanto will stop
Monsantoing because we ask nicely? If only we get a Democrat in the White
House, things will be okay. If only we pass this or that piece of legislation,
things will be okay. If only we defeat this or that piece of legislation,
things will be okay. Nonsense. Things will not be okay. They are already not
okay, and they’re getting worse. Rapidly.

But it isn’t only false hopes that keep those who go along enchained. It is
hope itself. Hope, we are told, is our beacon in the dark. It is our light at
the end of a long, dark tunnel. It is the beam of light that makes its way into
our prison cells. It is our reason for persevering, our protection against
despair (which must be avoided at all costs). How can we continue if we do not
have hope?

We’ve all been taught that hope in some future condition—like hope in some
future heaven—is and must be our refuge in current sorrow. I’m sure you
remember the story of Pandora. She was given a tightly sealed box and was told
never to open it. But, being curious, she did, and out flew plagues, sorrow,
and mischief, probably not in that order. Too late she clamped down the lid.
Only one thing remained in the box: hope. Hope, the story goes, was the only
good the casket held among many evils, and it remains to this day mankind’s
sole comfort in misfortune. No mention here of action being a comfort in
misfortune, or of actually doing something to alleviate or eliminate one’s
misfortune.

The more I understand hope, the more I realize that all along it deserved to be
in the box with the plagues, sorrow, and mischief; that it serves the needs of
those in power as surely as belief in a distant heaven; that hope is really
nothing more than a secular way of keeping us in line.

Hope is, in fact, a curse, a bane. I say this not only because of the lovely
Buddhist saying “Hope and fear chase each other’s tails,” not only because hope
leads us away from the present, away from who and where we are right now and
toward some imaginary future state. I say this because of what hope is.

More or less all of us yammer on more or less endlessly about hope. You
wouldn’t believe—or maybe you would—how many magazine editors have asked me to
write about the apocalypse, then enjoined me to leave readers with a sense of
hope. But what, precisely, is hope? At a talk I gave last spring, someone asked
me to define it. I turned the question back on the audience, and here’s the
definition we all came up with: hope is a longing for a future condition over
which you have no agency; it means you are essentially powerless.

I’m not, for example, going to say I hope I eat something tomorrow. I just
will. I don’t hope I take another breath right now, nor that I finish writing
this sentence. I just do them. On the other hand, I do hope that the next time
I get on a plane, it doesn’t crash. To hope for some result means you have
given up any agency concerning it. Many people say they hope the dominant
culture stops destroying the world. By saying that, they’ve assumed that the
destruction will continue, at least in the short term, and they’ve stepped away
from their own ability to participate in stopping it.

I do not hope coho salmon survive. I will do whatever it takes to make sure the
dominant culture doesn’t drive them extinct. If coho want to leave us because
they don’t like how they’re being treated—and who could blame them?—I will say
goodbye, and I will miss them, but if they do not want to leave, I will not
allow civilization to kill them off.

When we realize the degree of agency we actually do have, we no longer have to
“hope” at all. We simply do the work. We make sure salmon survive. We make sure
prairie dogs survive. We make sure grizzlies survive. We do whatever it takes.

When we stop hoping for external assistance, when we stop hoping that the awful
situation we’re in will somehow resolve itself, when we stop hoping the
situation will somehow not get worse, then we are finally free—truly free—to
honestly start working to resolve it. I would say that when hope dies, action
begins.

PEOPLE SOMETIMES ASK ME, “If things are so bad, why don’t you just kill
yourself?” The answer is that life is really, really good. I am a complex
enough being that I can hold in my heart the understanding that we are really,
really fucked, and at the same time that life is really, really good. I am full
of rage, sorrow, joy, love, hate, despair, happiness, satisfaction,
dissatisfaction, and a thousand other feelings. We are really fucked. Life is
still really good.

Many people are afraid to feel despair. They fear that if they allow themselves
to perceive how desperate our situation really is, they must then be
perpetually miserable. They forget that it is possible to feel many things at
once. They also forget that despair is an entirely appropriate response to a
desperate situation. Many people probably also fear that if they allow
themselves to perceive how desperate things are, they may be forced to do
something about it.

Another question people sometimes ask me is, “If things are so bad, why don’t
you just party?” Well, the first answer is that I don’t really like to party.
The second is that I’m already having a great deal of fun. I love my life. I
love life. This is true for most activists I know. We are doing what we love,
fighting for what (and whom) we love.

I have no patience for those who use our desperate situation as an excuse for
inaction. I’ve learned that if you deprive most of these people of that
particular excuse they just find another, then another, then another. The use
of this excuse to justify inaction—the use of any excuse to justify
inaction—reveals nothing more nor less than an incapacity to love.

At one of my recent talks someone stood up during the Q and A and announced
that the only reason people ever become activists is to feel better about
themselves. Effectiveness really doesn’t matter, he said, and it’s egotistical
to think it does.

I told him I disagreed.

Doesn’t activism make you feel good? he asked.

Of course, I said, but that’s not why I do it. If I only want to feel good, I
can just masturbate. But I want to accomplish something in the real world.

Why?

Because I’m in love. With salmon, with trees outside my window, with baby
lampreys living in sandy streambottoms, with slender salamanders crawling
through the duff. And if you love, you act to defend your beloved. Of course
results matter to you, but they don’t determine whether or not you make the
effort. You don’t simply hope your beloved survives and thrives. You do what it
takes. If my love doesn’t cause me to protect those I love, it’s not love.

A WONDERFUL THING happens when you give up on hope, which is that you realize
you never needed it in the first place. You realize that giving up on hope
didn’t kill you. It didn’t even make you less effective. In fact it made you
more effective, because you ceased relying on someone or something else to
solve your problems—you ceased hoping your problems would somehow get solved
through the magical assistance of God, the Great Mother, the Sierra Club,
valiant tree-sitters, brave salmon, or even the Earth itself—and you just began
doing whatever it takes to solve those problems yourself.

When you give up on hope, something even better happens than it not killing
you, which is that in some sense it does kill you. You die. And there’s a
wonderful thing about being dead, which is that they—those in power—cannot
really touch you anymore. Not through promises, not through threats, not
through violence itself. Once you’re dead in this way, you can still sing, you
can still dance, you can still make love, you can still fight like hell—you can
still live because you are still alive, more alive in fact than ever before.
You come to realize that when hope died, the you who died with the hope was not
you, but was the you who depended on those who exploit you, the you who
believed that those who exploit you will somehow stop on their own, the you who
believed in the mythologies propagated by those who exploit you in order to
facilitate that exploitation. The socially constructed you died. The civilized
you died. The manufactured, fabricated, stamped, molded you died. The victim
died.

And who is left when that you dies? You are left. Animal you. Naked you.
Vulnerable (and invulnerable) you. Mortal you. Survivor you. The you who thinks
not what the culture taught you to think but what you think. The you who feels
not what the culture taught you to feel but what you feel. The you who is not
who the culture taught you to be but who you are. The you who can say yes, the
you who can say no. The you who is a part of the land where you live. The you
who will fight (or not) to defend your family. The you who will fight (or not)
to defend those you love. The you who will fight (or not) to defend the land
upon which your life and the lives of those you love depends. The you whose
morality is not based on what you have been taught by the culture that is
killing the planet, killing you, but on your own animal feelings of love and
connection to your family, your friends, your landbase—not to your family as
self-identified civilized beings but as animals who require a landbase, animals
who are being killed by chemicals, animals who have been formed and deformed to
fit the needs of the culture.

When you give up on hope—when you are dead in this way, and by so being are
really alive—you make yourself no longer vulnerable to the co-option of
rationality and fear that Nazis inflicted on Jews and others, that abusers like
my father inflict on their victims, that the dominant culture inflicts on all
of us. Or is it rather the case that these exploiters frame physical, social,
and emotional circumstances such that victims perceive themselves as having no
choice but to inflict this co-option on themselves?

But when you give up on hope, this exploiter/victim relationship is broken. You
become like the Jews who participated in the Warsaw Ghetto Uprising.

When you give up on hope, you turn away from fear.

And when you quit relying on hope, and instead begin to protect the people,
things, and places you love, you become very dangerous indeed to those in
power.

In case you’re wondering, that’s a very good thing.

 
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